what do i have to do to remove u completely from my mind, my life and my future?

karaoke

karaoke with nana n xiuhui is always fun. Not only that they are extremely fun people, they are my buddies... we are ourselves when we are with each other! Standing up, dancing to FIR and Wu Yue Tian and Luo Zhi Xiang! ahah

I love you gals

The Story of You

16 October was the fateful day that I first knew you. At first, I thought you are just one of them, looking for sex partners and fuck buddies. I hardly paid any attention to you until you came to ask my work, real estate. I started to pay slightly more attention to you and you asked for my number. I was hesitant. Should I or should I not.

I gave it to you.

The fierce exchange of smses started on that very night. You were firing me with questions. Several in a message, afterall how many questions can you squeeze into 160 characters. Still, I needed more to prove that you weren’t one of them. The very next morning, I replied to your last message from the night before, you said that you were waiting anxiously for it. It has been a while last since I met someone like you.

Still smsing until I reached office, and had terrible blisters that very day. It was without doubt that I shared that information with you. Later that day, you called me for the very first time, telling me what are the remedies for blisters, because you went to googled for it. It kept me smiling for the rest of the day. You said I made you a happy man that day.

You asked me what sort of music I like after you shared that you prefer live band, Maroon 5-type. I told you without hesitating that I love Jay and MayDay. That night, you couldn’t sleep and wanted to talk to me. I asked you why and you said that you don’t need a reason to come talk to me. You sang to me “Yi Lu Xiang Bei” and “Gong Lang”, that moment, I knew I was gone.

The next day, you couldn’t wait for me to reply to your message. And I find myself falling for a guy I hardly know for 48 hours. You confidently asked me if I am falling for you, I avoided answering you by asking you the same question. You said “I haven felt like this in a long time, I want to be happy too”. You caught me there, I was yours.

That night, I felt fear, fear that if you brought me to such a high place, it would be awfully painful if you dropped me. You said that you will never let go of me, a precious gem to be held in your arms. You were too good for me, I knew that was true but I refused to believe it.

The charades of messages went on for the next few days, chalking my bills to 1200 smses. I wouldn’t mind, although we have to find a solution.

Shared with nana that I might have found “the one”, she told me to be careful, don’t invest all your feelings in it, I was too happy to heed that advice.

Dinner treat by senior partner, I was reluctant to go home. I had plans to go Zouk, you asked me to be a good girl, and to ask you the next time I go. I asked why, you said you had special privileges with your card, I asked you to give me a supplementary card. You asked me for my details. I laughed it off.

You started calling me “baby” and I called you “darling”. I laid my cards on the table, and told you that for you, I am willing to take the step and commit to someone after 3 years. You told me that I have made you feel like you haven’t felt in the last 2 years since your ex hurt you. You promised not to let me go, and want to be with me for a long long time, you said that you do not have the capability to hurt anyone anymore. I trusted you with all my heart.

One day out shopping, I saw this beautiful Gucci bag, and told you all about it! Your reply was “that’s why I asked you which supp card you want”. Why was my reply, you said “Because I love you from the bottom of my heart” You were perfect.

You kept me smiling until we had our first quarrel. You said that it was the last time that you will ever call me and I was being stupid. I bit my tears back and told you that I was being silly and really stupid. I tried to find the tears but it was overwhelmed by the shock I was receiving. You asked me not to do such stupid things again. I asked “to you or to other guys?” You answered me in a soft tone “to me”. My tears became tears of joy.

The next day, you were my loving boyfriend again. I gave my whole heart to you and was yours only.

23 November 2006. I did not hear from you the whole day, and asked if you were ignoring me or busy. Your last sms “Busy la dear, I was up since 4am!”

I haven’t heard from you since.

How was I supposed to react? To wait or to continue life as it is, without you. It has been 2 months, my tears never stopped. My doubts and confusion never stopped coming. I have never felt like this, like how I have never felt as loved as when I was with you.

You made me fall so deep, deepest I have ever fell. You were too good to be true, it is so.

I can't feel anything now, because you still have my heart.

moved on

ok le! haha :P

who m i kidding... i m far from 'moved on'

i dun think someone who has moved on, think of him everyday, at least once every hour and still pray that he comes back to me.

today is the deadline i gave myself to forget him, bullshit...

i m the furthest thing from forgetting him

finally single

I have finally moved on... now i know y i resisted being attached to someone. the emotional rollercoaster of being loved then betrayed is too much to handle.

Whatever happened, makes it hard to trust someone again.

But anyhow, anything and everything can be cured by retail therapy!!! hehe Recently, i bought a pair of nine west shoes and coach shoes... under $100 together! so happy!! so worth it!...

more worth than him... haha :P

merry christmas!

it is christmas. y do i still feel so sad?

of coz i had a fantastic time with D and jh over the last few days, they had the car so... we went 140 140!!

and most of the time, my mind was on him.

i really thot he was injured or in mission or really occupied not to call for a month till he stupidly went to view my profile in friendster. i was on the verge of giving up... the deadline i gave myself is nearing and it was easier to let go piece by piece.

but saw traces of him and piece by piece came flying back.

and then, no reply again... i really hate it.

pls let me go or u better do some-darn-thing

很好

下雨 也好 迷路 也好 空氣裡有種相依為命的味道
愛你很好 連風都知道 第一次心甘情願不想逃
當愛相隨 能完美一切不完美
當你皺眉 我陪你留在天黑的世界
我們是座城堡 愛情放在裡面 很好
就算沒有人看好 幸福是因為互相依靠
愛情這座城堡 牽著手才能找到
當我們彼此微笑 請不要打擾

Here i am on a wednesday morning, 7.49am, not getting ready for work, sitting n blogging... y? becoz i m on MC. I have a case of infected tonsils, fully equipped with fever n headache... and of coz my best friend, cough.

It was horrible last night, i came home n went straight to bed, ignoring the hunger sounds in my tummy... i cried n cried, becoz of pain and becoz of how much i miss him. It made me feel damn weak, but at least i was the only one who knew it, well... till now.

Well.... the day has just started and i can hear my sims calling me.. (one is pregnant due to excessive love making) haha :P i better go n help her with the birth! haha

the game of waiting

i was neva a patient person and that's y i m always late, so that i dun have to wait too long.

the current game of waiting involves a guy, someone whom i love. After no news for more than 2 weeks, the hope starts to falter and you find yourself completely lost.

i know i have to let go but how to let go of something which u think it's the happiest n luckiest thing that happened to you and will change your future. I m standing at the crossroads now. Left or right... to forget or wait? i really have no idea... what to do?

*shrugs*

pls give me a sign, lead me out of this torment.

Healthy Lifestyle

I am recently having a healthy lifestyle, eating healthy n exercising! all thanks to nana.

not that i mind, but i do miss those days when we wolf down a fabulous chocolate cake! haha maybe that's y we are both fat

but the exercising is worth it, badminton then fitness corner, tennis then swimming. i feel good really, gets my mind off stupid guy.

actually i have to thank nana a lot, even when i stupidly decide to be cheated by the guy, she stood by me. and when my decision made me realised how stupid i was, she stood by me.

she is gg back soon, and i will neva b able to let go. however, she has to go. for her future but no matter how far she will b, she will always always have a special place in my heart, my best friend.

MOS - Ministry of Sian

Tonight was highly anticipated. We were finally going MOS after long hours of work! It has been many months last since we clubbed and nana wanted to see Sg's MOS too... but it was so disappointing!!!

The crowd was terrible... felt like some secondary school dance party, nothing could prepare me for the adolescents. They are so... child-like... childish... haha and also the music... *eeekkkk* worse than Zouk... at least Zouk's mambo IS better... hahaha

The only 2 things that made me happy:-

1) they checked my ID!!! long time since that happened... hahah btw, I do look old ok!!

2) this ang moh from scotland, chatted me up! hahaha but i was leaving already... next time!!!

so sleepy now... got to sleep for facial tmr!

Kickboxing

Attended my first kickboxing class today... damn... shiok
hahaha I initially signed up for the class because it is a hard-to-deny fact that we are in damn bad shape... everyday in office, sit eat sit, then go home eat sleep eat... so u at least need something to work your body out and that's what i got...


and now... my body's aching and I m still going swimming tmr... wish me luck!
hahah

backie at last

haha i finally remember my password (actually i changed)

life... since july 11 is filled with nana, nana, nana and erm... crystal n xiuhui (or else i get killed). i stopped blogging since she's back becoz i blogged for her benefit but suddenly... everyone's asking me... hey y u stop blogging? I din know i actually have an audience... yes huiyan i meant u. haha

Actually i really find it no point to blog now that both crystal n nana are back and then if i wanted to keep them updated, they are just a phonecall or for crystal's case, she's just across the road!

Life hasn't been the greatest. Of course, I have a new laptop now and that I can blog better with the laptop, now i know y.

Now that I am finally 23, it doesn't make a difference. Just that you will feel that you would want your life more exciting and of course you get angry at the monotony of life. Everyday office, school, home n sleep. nothing else. And the most frustrating thing is that you can absolutely do nothing about that becoz you dun have the time and the energy to do so. Having these interns in my office reminds me of the wonderful time i had in poly, which were memorable, stupid at times but in the end, unforgettable.

I am grateful that I am able to bring some of these memories with me and make new ones with them, yes i meant u, christina, crystal n xiuhui. Without you gals, i dun know what i would b now. maybe dead.

Sometimes i would have conclusions about life and even suggestions on how to improve the quality of life but i always dun follow even though i do share some of the theories with my friends, maybe it is time to practise what i preach.

I think we are too jaded about life. Sometimes we have to take time to appreciate life! We have to be grateful for the fact that we are able to walk, eat, talk, breathe without difficulties. Things like that comes free but without them, we are nothing. We should be able to open up our lives, embrace every laughter we share, every bite we take and love our family.

Maybe if we live life the simple way, we would be able to find happiness in an easier way.

World Cup is over

The world cup is finally over... time to catch on with my sleep... haha I have been an Australian and Portugal fan this year... very happy with their performance, extremely happy with their cute faces.

The only thing that I am not happy about is... LOSING MONEY! haha I lost every single match... ta ma de... hahah

but then now... I'm back to my work, school, manicures and books... haha

The last few days

My grandma just passed away.

The last few days were full of mixed emotions. I am relieved because she does not have to suffer anymore. I am sad because I don't bear to let her go. I am lost because I don't know what to do on Saturdays afternoon anymore.

My grandmother was a wonderful person. She took care of us without hesitation, complaints and unconditionally. She took care of almost all of the grandchildren, 20 in total. She never got angry with us, never scolded us.

However, she must be in great pain for the last few years. She don't have to suffer anymore.

I love you, ah mah. Rest in peace

why r condoms in packages of 3, 6 n 12?

A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,"What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son.

Men use them to have safe sex. "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively.
Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school."

He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies,"Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday."

"Cool" says the boy.

He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for
college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday."

"WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack!

With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men.
ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March....etc."

Don't ask me out on a Monday Night...

Monday... a day which people hate but I actually love it becoz monday is my tv night!!

Starting at 7 pm on Channel U, there is the korean drama, My 19 year old bride, followed by SuperBand till 9 pm.

At 10 pm, there's Desperate Housewives on Channel 5, followed by Grey's Anatomy (Sex and scandal!! my favourite genre!)

So now u know... don't ask me out on a monday night! haha

Tomato Salad

Made tomato salad with my mum today... very good ok? Tomato is one with very high antioxidant, good for health.

Tomatoes (Depending on how many people u have, then u buy how many lor. Choose red, very firm ones) I used 4.
Green apples (slice and ditto)
Celery (cut into small pcs)
Italian Herbs (Dun have neva mind)
Italian Dressing (can buy from supermarket, semi-oil, semi condiments)
Extra Virgin Olive Oil (a little can le, dun have neva mind)
Mixed Peppercorn (Black pepper suffice too)
Raisins / Honey (if you dun like raisin)

Mix everything together, chill for 1 or 2 hours in a covered bowl.

Wala! great and healthy snacks for a hot hot saturday afternoon!

I m very restless

It is a friday night, and I am here sitting in front of my soon-to-be-defunct computer, having a nice tan, typing this blog.

i should be out there having fun! drat it!

i dun wan to sleep, or study for that matter, maybe i should read my book.

but i still wan to club.

i dun know what to do tomorrow, becoz no one asked me out. and i will be bored again

i think i m too bored.

i have plans for sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday n next friday. but absolutely nothing tomorrow!

i think i m going mad and i think you are going mad from reading this. hehe

The day I sold my broken laptop on Ebay

Read about this seller who tried to sell his defective laptop on eBay and how his poor poor buyer took revenge:

http://www.amirtofangsazan.blogspot.com/

Poor thing... If I was the one, I will make sure he is already in jail. :P

I wish my brain is a pail

I wish my brain is a pail where u can pour all information in my head and pour/scope it out selectively during exam. But it could mean that my head will b shaped like a pail...

Therefore, I think I will stick with you brain... u better buck up... or else... both you and I are dead!

Funny Quiz

Got this off nana's blog, where she got it off alfred's blog... quite funny n surprisingly true for some! haha Have Fun

How am I feeling today?:
(jamie cullum) I could have danced all night
- erm… the end of the night is over… now I really wan to sleep

Will I get far in life?:
(Gareth Gates) Say it isn’t so
- haha I cant end my life yet

How do my friends see me?:
(JJ) Jian Jian Dan Dan
-cool… same as nana… wo hai shi wo

Where will I get Married?:
(JJ) Chi Pang
- die… this means wait long long

What is my best friend's theme song?:
(Baby Bash) Baby I’m back
- quite true… all my best frens have come back or will be coming back

What is the story of my life?:
(Jolin) Zhen Yi Chi Yan Bi Yi Chi Yan
- Open 1 eye, Close 1 eye… haha

What is/was highschool like?:
(Maroon 5) Sunday Morning
- Very True… Poly was fun and a breeze

How can I get ahead in life?
(Black Eyed Peas) My humps
- my god… must use my humps!

What is the best thing about me?:
(Pin Guan and Jing Ru) Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni
- I always hint? haha

How is today going to be?:
(Zouk) Mambo Jumbo 3
- Yay!! Does this mean I am going clubbing?? Haha Wed is coming!

What is in store for this weekend?:
(Yvonne Elliman) If I cant have you
-die liao… means no date… maybe club! haha

What song describes my parents?:
(Namie Amuro) Queen of Hip Hop
- almost there…

To describe my grandparents?:
(Luo Zhi Xiang & Xiao S) Lian Ai Da Ren
- my god… they were expert flirts???

How is my life going?:
(Mayday) Garbage Truck
- True enough… going thru crap now! Luckily I still have my friends n family! haha

What song will they play at my funeral?:
(Mayday) Zhi Ming Yu Chun Jiao
-haha hokkien love song! Cant u beat that… I thought it was going to be retro! Drat it!

How does the world see me?:
(Dido) White Flag
- siao liao… they think I m one who gives up easily!

Will I have a Happy Life?:
(Usher and Alicia Keys) My Boo
- die liao… I will always think about my first!

What do my friends really think of me?:
(Pussycat Dolls) Beep
- ok… they think I got heart n brains but they always looking at my beep haha

Do people secretly lust after me?:
(Craig David) All the way
- hahah all the way ah!! I’m flattered…

How can I make myself happy?:
(JJ & Jin Sha) Pei Feng Cui Guo De Xia Tian
- haha I must get blown by summer wind

What should I do with my life?:
(Mayday) Sun Wu Kong
- haha I must bia more!!!

Will I ever have children?:
(Jamie Cullum) I Get a Kick out of you
- hahaha I get a kick out of having kids!?!?!!?

What is some good advice for me?:
(Jamie Cullum) Can’t we be friends?
- turn people down or people turn me down? haha

How Will I be remembered?:
(Norah Jones) The Long Way Home
- hahahaha I m on a long way home…

What is my signature dancing song?:
(Namie Amuro) So Crazy
- haha precisely

What do I think my current theme song is?:
(Usher) Yeah
- ok… exams finishing soon….

What does everyone else think my current themesong is?:
(Tata Young) Sexy Naughty Bitchy
- true true true… cant agree more!

What type of men/women do you like?:
(Jamie Cullum) These are the days
- die liao… OLD MAN! Haha no one in mind though

GSS - Gravely Selective Sale

Busy Busy Weekend I had

First went for the half-yearly dental check up... teeth perfectly alright! then shopping began... Bought a few things, skirts, tops and underwear! haha I initially thought GSS (Great Singapore Sale) will have many many many items on sale, but I think it is only 10% of what are in the stores that are on sale. However, Marks and Spencers have very cute girl boxers, only for $8 / $10, very comfy, highly recommended.

I don't think I will shop soon (if i can control). Going to spend money on my hair... do you think hairdressing salon have sale too?

Got a nice pic of the sunset from my balcony with my new digital camera.

Xpressflowers.com... not so express afterall

I was at Marina Square this afternoon, after the Show and shopping and had to go and visit my grandmother. As usual, I will try to get a small bouquet of floral arrangement to cheer her up.

So after staring at Marina Square's big kick ass directory, there is only ONE florist in the whole freaking shopping centre, ok never mind. The pathetic floral shop is located along the walkway, very very small shop.

The conversation I had with one of the staff went like that:

Me: Hi, do you do small floral arrangement?
Staff: Erm, you mean big one?
M: No, small one, something similar to a small hand bouquet.
S: Oh... Yes, just 1 rose and some other flowers. *proceeds to show me the small cup she will use*
M: Oh ok, that's fine. I will come back. I want orange gerbera, just do a cheerful bouquet, it's for hospital-get-well-soon bouquet.

So, I went walking and ladies and walking and I went back to the Shop. All she did was to put the sponge in the cup and nothing else. So I went to walk more, ie 30 minutes, so I went back. It is done but it was so pathetic. It is just cup, sponge, gerbera and some little flowers. My god, even my young niece can do that!

So I have decided to do my own floral arrangement tomorrow.

Please do not visit this florist at Marina Square. Extremely expensive and horrible taste.

So dark the con of Ron Howard

Finally went to watch The Da Vinci Code today. Haiz... it is just like Harry Potter : The Goblet of Fire. So far far far away from the book.

Makes me blur leh! haha I personally read the book thrice so therefore I will tend to remember details and of course how the plot goes along! Never I knew Sophie is such a violent girl! She totally smashed Silas' head against the floor in Chateau Villette, which I don't think was in the Book, neither the part where she slapped Silas around in Teabing's private plane.

The show is probably done in a very dramatic way and even the ending is dramatic. From the book, Sophie finally found out the truth about her and her family through her grandmother and brother, hush hush affair, Langdon was involved too but then... suddenly in the Show, the rest of the Priory of Sion turns up! Huh? They weren't even mentioned in the Book.

Another mentionable part would be when Teabing murdered Remy. Teabing used grated peanuts in Remy's colgac so that Remy will die of extreme peanuts allegry. That was smart but Ron Howard wasn't so smart. He just show Remy dying. haha

Lastly, the Show tries to redeem itself by making Langdon go on about faith, etc... maybe trying not to make certain people so angry.

However, personally I felt that the Book did not directly make any reference to the Church behind this murdering and the cover-up of the Holy Grail. Whatever the Church did in the past is in the past. The show however made direct reference to the Vatican giving instructions or rather giving in to Opus Dei's ideals of destroying the Grail, which I think wasn't true.

Ron, I think you should apologize to Dan Brown, for making his book look so bad.

New Blog to read

K.L just sent me a blog that he thought will interest me and it did. haha

WARNING TO ANY YOUNG KIDS, AND I MEANT 18 AND BELOW, WHICH I THINK SHOULDN'T EVEN READ MY BLOG :

PLEASE NOTE THAT SOME OF THESE BLOGS CONTAIN ISSUES THAT YOU SHOULDN'T TOUCH TILL YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, ALTHOUGH MANY OF US WON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON TILL WE DIE, OK THAT'S OFF THE POINT. THE POINT IS:

THESE ARE SEX BLOGS, PLEASE GO ASK YOUR MAMA FOR PERMISSION BEFORE YOU READ, MEANING NO LA!

hahaha =P

http://sexwarfare.blogspot.com

Sex and the City

I was watching Sex and the City (“SNC”) (I know I know, I should be studying) in the afternoon and I cried.

Carrie was going to Paris with the Alexandra Petrovsky and she had the last dinner with the girls. I cried while they were crying. Christina was definitely in my mind. She has accepted this job offer in Cardiff and will be there for 3 years. When Crystal and Christina left for overseas studies, I cried my eyes out but I knew in the corner of my heart, they will be back.

I almost missed Crystal when she left for Australia, had terrible traffic and taxi isn’t fast enough. When I saw her at the gate, she started crying, I started crying. I had to admit that I needed her more than ever because I had a fallout with my friends (those who are in Singapore). I got on well and Crystal got on well and she is back!

Was looking forward to Christina’s return until she dropped the news about she staying in UK. I was devastated! I know we are still best friends but it is still not the same. (Ger I know you are going to read this, dun feel bad). Of course I want her to have the best opportunity for her future, I just have to bite it through and she will be back. She is worse than me, at least I still have Crystal and Xiuhui in Singapore and not to mention all the roti prata that ger likes. She is going to be all alone there. No one to hug her when she has a bad day, no one she can bitch to when she needed to bitch. Ger you must promise me that you are going to make it here alive ok?

Many think SNC is just about sex but it does teach you a lesson or two. It teaches you about friends, family and relationships of course. I had an incident a few days ago and after it happened, I was lost and I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t tell anyone, I felt so tortured. So I decided to pass time by watching SNC last season.

Something similar happened to Carrie and she analysed the situation being the column writer and then she was, feeling the same thing as me. And I thought if she can feel this way halfway across the world, there should be many other women feeling the same thing as me and what I was feeling is normal. And then, everything became so clear, it was time to move on. My friend told me to take revenge and I thought what was the use? It is not his fault solely.

SNC taught me to face life right in the face. Sometimes we make mistakes in our lives but what matters is how we deal with it. We can choose to avoid it and pretend that nothing happened, we can choose to linger in the past and we can choose to move on. I chose to move on.

Quoting “Will and Grace”, I swear that I could almost cry when Carrie walked through that café door. I am still waiting for my Christina and my Mr Big or Smith or Harry Goldenblatt. Abso-fucking-lutely.

Changes Changes

It is amazing how changes can come and go so quickly.

Was just talking to a friend of mine. He is not exactly the most decent guy i have met, probably he is just being a man. He liked this gal a lot, and i meant a lot. He changed... so much that sometimes i asked if i am talking to the same person. He is a nice sweet guy now.

I changed too, over this weekend. I used to be a gal who doesn't really care about rules or morals, not that I m loose, just that I feel that there is nothing wrong about exploring things, even if they are morally wrong. I never believed that I am someone who will be affected by things like that. I was put to the test this weekend. I failed terribly. I fell from being someone who is smart, funny and intelligent to someone who is stupid, naive and innocent. And it is not funny knowing that at 22. I guess i have a lot of reality checks catching up to do.

Whatever happened to simple life?

Movies Movies

Was reading the movie guide from 8 Days this week and found many pleasant surprises!

Other than the usual Da Vinci Code and X Men 3, which has been set to be watched, I found out that there are many other movies to be watched!

June

1) The Omen 06.06.06 : Scary Movie (i think), a bit satanist but I want to watch! haha It is rare that I actually WANT to watch a horror movie. haha

2) Slient Hill : Another horror movie, however I got a sick feeling that this might actually be similar to "The Hill have Eyes" sick show.

3) I will skip "Thank you for smoking", not really a fan of Mrs Tom Cruise.

4) Scary Movie 4 : Never fails to make me laugh!

5) Havoc : ooo Sex and Scandal Show... my favourite gendre!

July

1) The Lake House : you've got to admit that Keanu Reeves is a 1 hot sexy hunk. Being in a love story just made it easier to see that.

2) Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest : Captain Jack Sparrow! How can you miss this? Johnny Deep and Orlando Bloom (aka Legolas Greenleaf, Elf of Mirkwood), although Bloom doesn't look as good as he does in LOTR!

3) The Fast and The Furious : Tokyo Drift : Drift here Drift there, the cars are the sexy ones in this show!

August

Ok, there isn't much movies I watch this month, *phew* save money! haha Maybe, maybe Monster House. Looks cute and scary!

September

1) The Devil Wears Prada : I got the book! I first read the book many years ago, when I was working for EEB and could totally relate to the author who wrote about a boss from hell! It was to my surprise to this in flim! Must watch ok? Quite funny but disturbingly realistic. Anddddddreeeeeeeaaaaaaa

2) Just follow Law : Local movie by Jack Neo. It should be quite funny to see Fann Wong acting like a guy and Gurmit Singh like a gal.

3) The Banquet : First Chinese movie listed so far. I'm not a fan of Chinese Movie, but when u have DANIEL WU in the show, then it becomes a MUST WATCH! haha

4) American Dreamz : I have to admit also that Hugh Grant is 1 hot, sexy and charming Englishman.

October

*Phew* save money again. I will even give "Babel" a miss despite having Brad Pitt on it. Mr Angelina Jolie is not that sexy after AJ. =P

November

1) Casino Royale : the new James Bond. How to compare to Pierce Bosnan?

2) Happy Fest : Dancing Penguins. No other comments.

December

1) Charlotte's Web : Who hasn't read the book? haha Dakota Fanning stars in this, very talented little girl!

2007

1) Happy... oops Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix : Can't help it, Harry Potter put a charm on me to read all his books and watch all his movies repetively!

2) The Simpsons Movie : Can't miss this, Simpsons fan from god-knows-when.

3) Spider Man 3 : I love a man who can climb and tie me up! haha

4) Young Hannibal : Erm.... not that I particularly enjoy human eating human.

Ok, all these leads to 1 conclusion! I am going to be very very very broke!

Sometimes I wonder. Do we grow up too fast? What is deemed as growing up. Why must you make a mistake before you grow up?

Why can't 1 stay innocent and not be polluted by the dirty environment.

Why must relationship be plaged with problems, problems and problems.

I want just a healthy relationship with someone whom i love and he loves me too.

Yesterday

I did the most reckless thing in my life yesterday. It happened so quickly that I did not have time to reflect on it. It ended so quickly that I don't even know what was happening. I was in a blur till Today.

Today is the day that everything sets in. The stupidity of it, the recklessness of it and the outcome of it.

What becomes of us? Will it be as I predicted? I don't want to think about it anymore.

I don't want to think about you anymore.

Jolin... Don't be mistaken, I am not a fan!

Just watched her latest performance on MTV at the MTV Asia Music Awards. She looks mad and her latest dance is so... funny.

First she was wearing this weird white outfit, then suddenly she tore the white sash and the next thing u know, she has this ball and the ribbon thingy they use for gymnasium. It looks very funny. very very funny.

Maybe she is losing out to the newbies and is considering a career in gymnastic

Shopping Shopping Shopping

I had a terrible paper on Tuesday. Although it wasn't as bad as Mathematics, but I knew in a corner of my heart that I am in deep shit.

So I came home after the paper, watched Harry Potter, slept and prepared to go out on a dinner date with Justin. We were going to the french stall! Enjoyed my date with him, a witty attractive guy.

Wednesday came. Went threading with my sister, then shopping, then went to Polished Diva for my manicure and pedicure. I loved it there! Watched 40 Year old Virgin while the lady was doing my nails, excellent ambience and service. A little steep but definitely worth the massage and service. Highly recommended!!

Polished Diva is at 237B Victoria Street, Bugis Village, above Bee Cheng Hiang.

After manicure, went shopping again with my pretty nails. Had dinner with my sister and saw this impossibly cute pharmarist at Watsons, Bugis Junction. Very Very CUTE!

Went home and prepared for day 2 shopping, Johor Bahru!

Went to JB with my sister and her friend! Discovered delightfully that the ZA cosmestics there are cheaper than Singapore and bought my make up there! Bought many other things, had great food and even a Gucci Bag (AGAIN!).

I did not spend a single cent! RM$ used were winnings from previous Genting trip!!!

Phew... need a break... feet very tired, wallet very sexy and SLIM!

Dying

Just finished studying for statistics, yes yes at 8AM in the morning when my paper is just 2 hours away.

I died at Maths. I never felt so lost in my life before and never did I handed up an emptier paper! I came from the examination hall, almost crying.

After that, retail therapy cured me.

Today, I just hope that I won't die like I did at Maths.

Attention Deficieny

I think I have attention deficiency. I cannot concentrate. Here I am blogging when I DO NOT UNDERSTAND a single thing I am supposed to study. Paper's less than 12 hours away and I am here blogging. Haiz